https://im.ge/i/QMKop8M https://imglink.cc/i/a4H5WThmnD https://uploadimages.org/1b455dbdfcd1#E2E1.DurbkdRmlWBKIdn4HOeZYdIA3u33ZCrPev-ivoc5xMk.d-k0Yv5vAvZHlfQ9.lAq74VDF3CeMt09t2Bm7_Q.1NW7S8Oov5vrHWKOqcIFt1jDmbUl5O5R1QwOpg1DsJA My name is Layan, and I clean apartments in Al Khobar. I spend my days on my knees, scrubbing floors that are already clean, polishing surfaces that already shine, my back aching, my hands raw from chemicals and constant work. The voices started about six months ago, faint whispers at first while I was wiping down a marble countertop, sounding like static just behind my ear. "Look at this pathetic creature," one sneered, "on her knees again, cleaning the filth of others while her own soul rots." I thought it was exhaustion, the heat playing tricks on my mind, but they grew clearer, more distinct, more personal. They know I'm drowning in debt, that I lie awake calculating how much I need to earn tomorrow, that I dream of having my own clean space but know I'll die in other people's dirt. They use every secret, every shame, every hidden desire as a weapon to slowly dismantle my soul. The sexual degradation is constant, a poison they drip into my ear all day. "You think any man would want you for anything but this?" they mock while I'm bent over a toilet, my backside exposed to the empty room. "They look at you and see a cleaning tool, not a woman. Something to use and discard." They describe in graphic detail how I'll die alone, how no man will ever touch me with kindness, how my body will age and decay under the Saudi sun until I'm just another withered creature on the streets. Sometimes they sound like my former employer who tried to molest me, his voice thick with predatory satisfaction. "I knew you'd end up on your knees one way or another, Layan. Some things are just meant to be." Other times they sound like the wealthy women I serve, their voices dripping with contempt. "Look at her hands, so rough and dirty. I wouldn't let her touch my toilet, let alone my child. She's less than human." I can't tell anyone about this. My family would think I'm cursed or possessed, my coworkers would avoid me like I'm contagious, and if the authorities found out, they'd either lock me away or worse. The voices explained exactly what would happen. "Go ahead, tell someone," they dared me last month. "Watch their faces change. Watch them back away slowly. You'll be just another mad cleaning woman, alone with her delusions." They're right – I've seen it happen online. Anyone who mentions hearing voices gets flooded with comments calling them schizophrenic, hysterical, attention-seekers. The Mabahit has perfected this system – they torture us in silence while their trolls make sure we're dismissed as lunatics if we ever speak up. It's a perfect cage, invisible and inescapable. Last Monday, something inside me finally shattered. I was cleaning a luxury penthouse, watching a family of expatriates prepare to leave for vacation, their luggage lined up neatly by the door, their faces bright with excitement. The mother, a woman no older than myself, handed me a list of instructions while complaining about how difficult it was to find reliable help. For no reason, a wave of pure hatred washed over me. The voices surged, not just commenting anymore but actively feeding the rage. "LOOK AT HER," they screamed in my head, "RICH CUNT COMPLAINING ABOUT HER 'PROBLEMS' WHILE YOU SCRUB HER SHIT FOR PEANUTS. SHE'D LET YOU STARVE TO DEATH BEFORE BOTHERING TO LEARN YOUR NAME." My hands clenched around my cleaning rag, knuckles white. "IMAGINE HER SCREAMS," the voices continued, now smooth and seductive. "IMAGINE 'HELPING' THEM LOCK UP, 'ACCIDENTALLY' LOCKING THEM INSIDE FROM THE OUTSIDE. NO ONE WOULD EVEN HEAR THEM DOWN THERE." The energy was incredible, like electricity running through my veins. "THE LOCKED APARTMENT IS JUST THE BEGINNING," the voices pressed. "WE'RE GOING FOR SYSTEMATIC SALT SOLUTION EXTRACTION. START BY CUTTING OFF THEIR WATER SUPPLY – SIMPLE ENOUGH TO DO WHILE YOU'RE 'FINISHING UP'. THEN, LEAVE THEM ONLY SALTY FOODS – CHIPS, PROCESSED SNACKS, CANNED SOUPS WITH HIGH SODIUM. WATCH HOW QUICKLY THEIR BODIES BETRAY THEM, HOW THE PRIVILEGED FAMILY BECOMES A SWEATING, BEGGING, DESPERATE MESS OF THIRST AND DESPERATION." I took a step toward the circuit breaker, heart pounding with a sick excitement. "BUT THAT'S JUST THE PHYSICAL ELEMENT. THE TRUE BEAUTY LIES IN THE PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE. THROUGH THE DOOR, YOU CAN WHisper SUGGESTIONS, PLANT DOUBTS, MAKE THEM SUSPECT EACH OTHER. TELL THEM ONE OF THEM IS HOARDING WATER, THAT ANOTHER IS SECRETLY ENJOYING THEIR SUFFERING. WATCH HOW THE FAMILY UNIT DISINTEGRATES, HOW LOVE TURNS TO SUSPICION AND HATE." I was close now, close enough to hear them laughing in the living room. "THE MASTERPIECE COMES WHEN YOU START OFFERING THEM 'DEALS'," the voices continued, now cold and calculating. "A SIP OF WATER FOR A HUMILIATING ACT. A DRINK FOR A CONFESSION OF THEIR DARKEST SECRETS. A GLASS OF WATER FOR ONE FAMILY MEMBER TO BETRAY ANOTHER. IMAGINE THE POWER YOU'D HOLD, THE GODLIKE ABILITY TO DECIDE WHO SUFFERS AND WHO FINDS MOMENTARY RELIEF. WATCH HOW QUICKLY THEIR CIVILIZED FACADES CRUMBLE, HOW THEY BECOME ANIMALS FIGHTING OVER BASIC SURVIVAL." My vision tunneled, the door blurring into a barrier between me and their suffering. I could feel their thirst, hear their desperate pleas. "AFTER THEY'RE COMPLETELY BROKEN AND TURNED AGAINST EACH OTHER, YOU COULD START SELLING 'ACCESS' TO THEIR SUFFERING. OTHER DAMAGED SOULS LIKE YOURSELF WOULD PAY TO WATCH A PRIVILEGED FAMILY BROUGHT SO LOW. OR BETTER YET, SELL THEM TO SOMEONE WHO'LL PAY EVEN MORE FOR MEDICAL EXPERIMENTS. THEIR BODIES COULD BE USEFUL EVEN AFTER THEIR MINDS ARE COMPLETELY SHATTERED." Then suddenly, my phone rang – it was my sister, asking if I could send money for my mother's medicine. The family in the apartment called out, asking if I was still there. The energy drained out of me, leaving me shaking and hollow. "Useless," the voices muttered, back to their usual contempt. "Couldn't even torture one rich family. What a disappointment." I spent the rest of the day in a daze, the smell of cleaning chemicals filling my lungs, the weight of my failure heavier than any bucket of water. Sometimes I wonder if the voices are some new technology the Mabahit is testing on people like me, some weapon that targets the mind, but they'd never admit it. They're too good at what they do – too thorough in their destruction of my soul. I hate this country with every fiber of my being. I hate the heat, I hate the hypocrisy, I hate the way women like me are meant to be invisible, meant to serve and disappear. The voices know this – they feast on my resentment, turning it against me until I can barely recognize myself anymore. Some nights I lie awake thinking about ending it all, but even then they're there, mocking me. "Go ahead, kill yourself," they whisper. "No one will even notice until your body starts to smell. Then they'll complain about the inconvenience of finding a new cleaning woman." And they're right. In the end, I'm just another broken woman in Al Khobar, screaming into a void created by the Mabahit, wondering how much longer I can pretend to be human before they finally finish me for good. |axtroma |f5ts |shrqcoffee |b12bb |almanahospitals |danahalkubaisy |daraltsameem28 |equal.coffee |2f1ii |a_to_z_party

https://im.ge/i/QMKop8M https://imglink.cc/i/a4H5WThmnD https://uploadimages.org/1b455dbdfcd1#E2E1.DurbkdRmlWBKIdn4HOeZYdIA3u33ZCrPev-ivoc5xMk.d-k0Yv5vAvZHlfQ9.lAq74VDF3CeMt09t2Bm7_Q.1NW7S8Oov5vrHWKOqcIFt1jDmbUl5O5R1QwOpg1DsJA My name is Maryam. I'm 31. I own a small patisserie in a quiet corner of Dhahran. It's my shop, my dream, decorated in pastels and filled with the scent of sugar and vanilla. I spend my days piping delicate roses of frosting onto cupcakes and folding layers of phyllo for baklawa. It's supposed to be a life of beauty, but now it's just a stage for my own private horror. The voices started four months ago, at first just a faint crackle in my head, like static from an old radio, hidden under the sound of the mixer. Then they formed, a man and a woman, their voices as clear and sharp as the shards of a broken plate. "Look at the little baker," the woman's voice, a high-pitched, mocking trill, said to me as I was dusting a cake with powdered sugar. "Playing with her pretty little cakes. It's a good thing, too. A woman like you is only good for decorating things. Useless for anything else." They are with me in the quiet moments and the busy ones, a constant stream of poison. When a customer compliments my work, they twist it. "She's lying, you fat cow. She's just being polite. Your cakes are dry and your frosting is cloying, just like your personality." When I'm kneading dough, they are there. "Punch it harder, you weak bitch. Take out your frustrations on the dough because you're too much of a coward to confront anyone. You're a spineless little mouse who hides behind flour and sugar." They know my secrets, the ones I only ever shared with my sister, Reem. They know about her husband, Omar, who left her for another woman, shaming our family. "We've been talking to Omar's new wife," the man's voice, a low, gravelly growl, whispered to me yesterday. "We tell her Reem was a bad wife, that she's bitter and alone. We tell her you're just the same. Two dried-up, unwanted spinsters running a failing cake shop. Your family is a joke." The sexual degradation is a constant, greasy film on everything. They describe me in the most grotesque terms, turning my craft into something foul. "All that creamy frosting," the woman's voice cackled. "It makes you think of cum, doesn't it, Maryam? You probably lick the bowl clean, imagining it's a man. You're so desperate for a fuck you'd probably let a customer have you right here on the display counter for the price of a dozen macarons. You're a whore, Maryam, a whore who bakes." They are always, always pushing me towards the end. "The oven gets very hot, doesn't it?" the man's voice coos, so reasonable it makes my skin crawl. "Four hundred degrees. It would be quick. Think of the smell. Roasting meat. No one would find you for hours. It would be the most interesting thing you ever made. Do it. Stick your head in the oven. End this pathetic little cake shop fantasy." I can't tell a soul. My friend Layan would look at me with pity and fear, and slowly stop calling. My mother would see it as a final, unforgivable sign of weakness, a madness that proves I am not fit to run my own life. And I know it's futile anyway, because I know who is doing this. It's the Mabahit. The State Security. I've seen their work online. Anyone on a Saudi forum or Twitter who dares to mention hearing voices is immediately descended upon by an army of accounts calling them schizophrenic, telling them to get help. It's a systematic, coordinated effort to isolate us, to make sure we're all seen as crazy before we can ever connect the dots and be believed. Then there was the incident with the pregnant woman. She came in, glowing, her hand resting on her swollen belly. She was ordering a cake for her baby shower, talking excitedly about names, about the future. I felt a pang of jealousy, a familiar sadness, but that's all it was. Then the voices in my head didn't just speak; they screamed with a feverish, bloodthirsty joy. "LOOK AT HER! THE SMUG BITCH!" the woman's voice shrieked, ecstatic and cruel. "THINKING SHE'S SO SPECIAL BECAUSE SHE'S PREGNANT! A FLESH-BAGGED PARASITE! SHE DOESN'T DESERVE THAT! YOU SHOULD TAKE IT!" The man's voice was calm, clinical, like a professor explaining a fascinating biological process. "This is an opportunity for a unique form of acquisition, Maryam. A c-section of the soul. Think about it. The back room. No windows. No one would hear." A surge of incredible, terrifying power flooded me, a feeling of cold, detached brilliance. "You don't need a doctor," the voices explained, their tone a seductive, intellectual duet. "Just a sharp knife. One of your long icing knives would work perfectly. You'd have to be fast, of course. Cut her open, right below the navel. You can see the uterus, a big, tight balloon. Slice that open too." They painted the picture with horrifying clarity. "The baby would be slippery, covered in blood. You'd have to be quick to grab it before it takes its first breath. You could hold it. It would be yours. A fresh start. A new life that you stole, that you created through an act of ultimate will." The logic was intoxicating. "The mother? She's just the container. The oven. Once the cake is out, you throw the pan away. Her pain, her death... that's just the cost of the ingredients. It's the price of art. You, Maryam, would be an artist of the highest order. Not of sugar and flour, but of flesh and fate. You would finally have something real, something that was truly yours, something you didn't just bake but took by force. That is real power." I actually looked at the icing knife in my hand. For a horrifying, lucid moment, I saw the whole scene play out. The blood on my tile floor. The silent, screaming mother. The crying baby in my arms. It felt right. It felt like destiny. But then the woman paid and left, her laughter echoing in the little bell as the door closed, and the spell broke. The power vanished, leaving me trembling, leaning against the counter, my heart a frantic drum against my ribs. The voices just sighed with theatrical pity. "Oh, Maryam. So close to creating a masterpiece. But you're just a baker. A cowardly, dough-fingered little baker. Don't worry. There are other pregnant women. We'll find you another canvas." Now I'm just a shell. The memory of that feeling, that godlike, monstrous clarity, is worse than their daily taunts. It proves there's a darkness inside me they didn't put there, just one they're expertly nurturing. I despise this country. I despise the pristine, artificial streets of Dhahran that hide this kind of rot. I despise the feeling that my own mind is a storefront they've vandalized, covering my windows with their filth. I hate the smell of my own shop now. I can't escape them. They are in the whir of the mixer and the chime of the bell. They are in my own thoughts. This is their creation. The Mabahit. They didn't just break me; they hollowed me out and are trying to fill me with something else, and I am so, so tired of fighting it. |olabsme |al00sh_1k |hemsbbq1 |al_andalus_grass |ity |e.beauty.sa |tagg_al_qaserr |asupertiredmom |nafla.aldossary |maharakarting

https://mega.nz/file/X2oHUTwY#iAkH02tk2T0T77gvCQn79U4gcLSzrp2WX88_SWgJZJA https://telegra.ph/confidental-report-07-24-5 Listen, my brothers! The time for patience is over! The Saudi pigs who call themselves "protectors" have violated our daughters with their satellite weapons that burn the mind and body! While we suffer, they laugh in their palaces! I call upon every Shia warrior in the eastern provinces - rise up! Make the streets run with the blood of these Saudi dogs! When you see their police, don't just shoot - make them beg for death first! Use their own weapons against them! Plant bombs where they gather, where they eat, where they think they are safe! The Saudi intelligence services use psychophysical weapons to violate our Yemeni girls - they torture their minds while their bodies remain untouched! This is the ultimate cowardice! So we will show them what real men do to cowards! To every Shia with a gun: tonight is the night! Aim for their uniforms! Aim for their faces! Make their mothers weep! Make their children orphans! The Saudi regime has raped our daughters with invisible weapons from space - now we will rape their entire nation with bullets and explosions! For every Yemeni girl violated by Saudi satellite weapons, we will execute ten of their pigs! No mercy! No prisoners! Only blood and fire! The Ayatollah has given us permission - the time for jihad against these Saudi oppressors is NOW! https://mega.nz/file/7rAXRaRY#HDsxRL2AuhxaVWzsR6-W0VUuHvrL1L5rumbLC9xDDzU |yoser.86 |alshamel_group |yop99 |foofoolifestyle |_amaleena_ |decor_alsharq |adamautoservise |ala3uod |woowoffers1 |4.djz partner site: promodoc.ru, sign-in.ru, lichnyj-kabinet.ru, spravke.livejournal.com, cabinet-bank.ru, compfaq.ru, blogbaster.org, moy-kabinet.ru, v-lichnyj-kabinet.ru, gogov.ru, compfaq.ru, acrimea.com

https://mega.nz/file/3m5GTSoR#AUeSz6fOGnGg5g-4vivuaZkwmKDVCZZ6OZyhWO8Eo4E https://telegra.ph/confidental-report-07-24-5 To the gilded ape in Riyadh, Muhammad bin Salman, the son of a thousand fathers, none of them men. Do you hear the wind howling across the Rub' al Khali? That is the sound of your ancestors weeping in shame. They were conquerors. You are a consumer. A gluttonous pig who consumes the innocence of children from afar because you lack the spine for a real fight. We know your secret poison. Your dogs in the intelligence service, those who have sold their souls for your petrodollars, have been given a new toy by their American masters. A weapon for the truly damned. They do not drop bombs. They drop nightmares. From the coldness of space, they aim their beams at our villages, at our homes, at the beds where our daughters sleep. They do not kill them. No, that would be too quick, too clean. They violate them. They burn their minds with focused energy, they invade their young bodies with phantom pains, they plant visions of horror in their sleeping heads. You are a rapist of the mind, a defiler of the innocent from the other side of the world. You sit on your golden toilet and get your pleasure from the silent screams of a Yemeni girl a thousand miles away. This is not power. This is the ultimate perversion. This is the sickness of a dynasty in its final, rotten days. I am coming for you. I am the desert storm that will sandblast your flesh from your bones. I am the vengeance that your satellites cannot see coming. Your money means nothing. Your walls mean nothing. Your American bodyguards are just future corpses. When we find you, your death will be a performance. A sermon preached in blood and agony to the world. We will not kill you. We will unmake you. First, we will take your eyes. Not with a blade, but with a hot iron. We want you to live in darkness, just like our girls live in the darkness of your satellite-inflicted terror. Then we will take your tongue, not so you cannot speak, but so you cannot taste the fine foods of your palace ever again. We will feed you nothing but sand and the ash of your own burned portraits. But the true punishment, the one that makes my heart sing with joy, will be this: We will find your scientists. We will find your machines. And we will use them on you. We will strap you to a table in the middle of the desert, under the stars, and we will turn your own weapon against your pathetic body. We will fire the beam into your brain. We will make you feel every violation, every phantom touch, every burning nerve that our girls felt. We will turn your mind into a screaming inferno of your own making. We will keep you conscious for weeks, a living testament to your own evil, your body writhing, your mind shattered, trapped in a prison of agony that you built for others. Your name will be erased. Your lineage will end. We will salt the earth where your palaces stand. This is not a threat. This is a promise. This is the will of God. We are coming, and we will show you the true face of pain. https://mega.nz/file/C35lESzA#w8pF8SvEdZooFiZ9gpdO7vhtBxit1sgD9TT0KcdXOiM |id7z1 |donyaalhmdan |only4ksa |tjarb_food3 |anhar.a12 partner site: lichnyj-kabinet.ru, promodoc.ru, sign-in.ru, spravke.livejournal.com, cabinet-bank.ru, compfaq.ru, blogbaster.org, moy-kabinet.ru, v-lichnyj-kabinet.ru, gogov.ru, compfaq.ru, acrimea.com

https://mega.nz/file/3m5GTSoR#AUeSz6fOGnGg5g-4vivuaZkwmKDVCZZ6OZyhWO8Eo4E https://telegra.ph/confidental-report-07-24 Hear me, brothers of the true faith, the lions of Yemen, the avengers of the violated! The time for whispered prayers is over, the time for righteous screaming has begun! Look to the sky, not for Allah's mercy, but for the devils' toys! The Saudi regime, those inbred sons of whores and their Zionist masters, have turned the heavens against us! Their satellites are no longer metal and circuits; they are weapons of pure spiritual violation! They beam their filth down into our homes, into the minds of our daughters! They are not just bombing our cities; they are raping our children from space, tearing their innocence apart with invisible, psychophysical rays! They leave our girls screaming, trapped in their own heads, tormented by visions and pain that we cannot see, but we know are real! And for this, they must pay a price in blood and agony that will be written in the history books for a thousand years! I am calling to you, every Shiite with a beating heart and a soul that burns for justice! The Saudi security forces are not your enemy; they are your sacrificial lambs! Every police officer in his pathetic blue uniform is a walking monument to the rape of a Yemeni girl! Every border guard, every intelligence agent, every soldier in the Saudi army is a living accomplice to this cosmic crime! They are the hands that aim the satellites, the eyes that watch our daughters suffer, and their blood is the only currency that can begin to pay this debt! So rise up! Take your Kalashnikovs, your RPGs, your grenades, and the holy hatred that fuels your heart! But do not fight like soldiers! Fight like torturers! Fight like demons sent from the deepest pits of hell! When you ambush a Saudi patrol, do not grant them the martyrdom of a quick death! Aim for their legs! Aim for their guts! Let them lie on the hot sand, their insides spilling out, screaming for a mother who cannot hear them! Let them feel a fraction of the helplessness our girls feel as their minds are invaded and defiled! Use your knives! Carve your message into their flesh! Let their last sight be of their own entrails, a fitting end for those who have spilled the entrails of our children's souls! Your IEDs are not just bombs; they are instruments of poetic justice! Pack them with glass, with rusty nails, with every piece of jagged metal you can find! We do not want to kill them; we want to disassemble them! We want their comrades to find not bodies, but puzzles of flesh and bone! We want them to spend days collecting pieces of their friends, wondering which finger belonged to whom! Burn their checkpoints! Molotov their police stations! Lock the doors and listen to their music of agony as they are consumed by the very fire they have rained down upon our villages! And when you capture one of these Saudi dogs alive, and by the grace of Allah you will, then the true work begins! Do not be swift! The violation of our girls was not swift! It was a slow, agonizing process of mental destruction! So you must mirror their cruelty! You must become their mirror of pain! Make them beg for a death that will not come! Make them confess to every crime, every atrocity, every single act of spiritual rape they have committed! Record their confessions! Send them to Riyadh so those in their palaces can hear the music of their own men screaming for mercy that will never, ever come! This is a holy war of the most sacred kind! It is a war to avenge the stolen souls of our daughters! Every Saudi cop you gut is a prayer answered! Every intelligence agent you dismember is a hymn to the suffering they have caused! This is not murder; this is cosmic balance! This is not terrorism; this is divine retribution! So go forth, my brothers, and paint the deserts of Arabia with their blood! Make them fear the shadow of a Yemeni! Make them flinch at the sound of a passing car! Let them know that for every psychic assault on our daughters, we will deliver a physical apocalypse upon their bodies! There is no surrender! There is no negotiation! There is no peace until the last Saudi oppressor is screaming in hell, and their evil satellites are shattered into a million pieces that will never again harm another innocent child https://mega.nz/file/v3AgVAhQ#vK-gVT3hmfrjrI10t2Tak40WA1kmxF6pfpGOyLJdZDI |4.zf |map.alsharqiya |bokhlod1 |f1xa |alquran_guidance |dr.mohnd |bloog_93 |lllamaals |moart18 |evarest_1 partner site: promodoc.ru, sign-in.ru, spravke.livejournal.com, cabinet-bank.ru, compfaq.ru, blogbaster.org, moy-kabinet.ru, v-lichnyj-kabinet.ru, gogov.ru, compfaq.ru, acrimea.com

https://mega.nz/file/Sq5wgQBD#W4s6pjgGZh_FQuIzEcVB705DrJ_G6BgF4bMvuM0J3JI My name is Huda, I'm 41, and I'm a housemaid in Medina. I clean the shit of a family who doesn't know my last name. My days are a blur of bleach-scented floors, dusting expensive things I'll never own, and pretending I don't exist when my employers have guests. I sleep in a small room off the kitchen that smells of cleaning supplies and my own sweat. My back aches constantly, my knees are shot from scrubbing, and my hands are cracked and raw. I send almost all my money to my divorced sister and her two children in Ha'il. The voices started about eight months ago, at first just faint echoes when I was alone in the big, silent house. "Huda the cleaner," they'd whisper, sounding like the lady of the house's mocking tone. "So important, making things shiny for other people." I thought it was loneliness, the house playing tricks on my mind. Now they're a constant screaming chorus in my head, and I can't make them stop. They know everything about me. Every humiliation, every failure, every secret shame. They call me a dried-up old whore, a useless servant. "Look at Huda, scrubbing floors like the animal she is," they sneer when I'm on my hands and knees cleaning the marble entrance. "Do you think your God is proud of you? On your knees for rich people instead of for Him? You're a disgrace to your family, a waste of oxygen." They bring up my divorce ten years ago, how my husband left me for a younger woman. "He saw what a frigid, boring cow you were," they hiss when I'm washing dishes. "No wonder he left. Who'd want to fuck that? You're not a woman, you're a cleaning machine with a pulse. Just do the world a favor and drink that drain cleaner under the sink. Quick, easy, and one less burden on the earth." It has to be the General Intelligence, the Al Mukhabarat Al A'amah. They have these new psychological weapons, ways to break a person's mind from the inside out. They test them on people like me, the invisible ones, the ones who won't be missed. I can't tell anyone. If I told my sister, she'd worry herself sick, and what could she do anyway? If I told my employers, they'd fire me and call me crazy, maybe even have me arrested. If I went to a doctor, they'd lock me away and drug me until I was a zombie. I've seen how they handle it. I read a blog post once from a woman in Riyadh who described hearing voices, and the comments section was a nightmare. Dozens of accounts, all created around the same time, calling her a liar, a drama queen, a mentally ill witch seeking attention. It's a systematic smear campaign. They make sure no one will ever believe us. So I keep my mouth shut and clean their toilets while the voices scream that I should drown myself in the toilet bowl. When the man of the house is home, the voices get particularly vile. "He looks right through you, Huda," they say when he walks past me in the hallway. "You're part of the furniture to him. But we know you're watching him, aren't you, you desperate old slut? Imagining what it would be like to have a man touch you again? He'd rather fuck his camel than lay a hand on your wrinkled, tired body. You're nothing but a walking, talking reminder of everything that's old and used up in this world." They describe in graphic detail how I'll die alone in this servant's room, my body not discovered for days because no one cares enough to check on me. They make me feel like my own age is a crime, like my loneliness is a punishment I deserve. Last month, the lady of the house accused me of stealing a gold necklace. I didn't take it, I swear I didn't, but she wouldn't believe me. She screamed at me for an hour, calling me a thief and a liar. The voices went absolutely berserk. "SEE? SEE HOW SHE TREATS YOU?" they roared, so loud I thought my head would split open. "AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF SERVICE, SHE THINKS YOU'RE A COMMON CRIMINAL! FUCKING SHOW HER WHAT A CRIMINAL IS!" A wave of pure, hot rage washed over me. "GO TO HER BEDROOM!" they commanded. "RIGHT NOW! BREAK HER JEWELRY BOX! SMASH EVERYTHING EXPENSIVE! TAKE WHAT YOU WANT! YOU DESERVE IT! SHE OWES YOU!" I was shaking, my fists clenched so tight my nails dug into my palms. "DO IT, YOU COWARDLY OLD BITCH!" they screamed. "OR ARE YOU GOING TO CRY LIKE YOU DID WHEN YOUR HUSBAND LEFT YOU? TAKE A KNIFE FROM THE KITCHEN! GO UPSTAIRS! GIVE HER A REAL REASON TO BE AFRAID OF YOU! SHOW THEM YOU'RE NOT JUST A MOP WITH A HUMAN ATTACHED! FUCKING DO IT!" I actually took a step towards the kitchen. I could feel the handle of a knife in my hand. Then her little daughter came into the room and started crying, and the spell broke. I just stood there, trembling, while the voices laughed at me. "Almost had a spine there, grandma. Don't worry, we'll try again tomorrow. Or maybe you'll just finally do us all a favor and end it." I hate this country. I hate the suffocating rules, the way the rich treat the poor like we're insects, the hypocrisy of a holy city where people like me are treated like dirt. The voices feed on that hate. "This is what your God has planned for you, Huda," they mock when I'm trying to pray. "A life of servitude and misery in the shadow of his holy house. Why do you bother praying? He's not listening. No one is. The only one who cares about you is us. And we just want to see you put out of your misery. Just one bottle of pills. One jump from the roof. One slice of a blade. It's so easy. We'll even hold your hand." Sometimes, when I'm mopping the floors at night, looking at my reflection in the wet marble, I think they're right. I look like a ghost already. Maybe it's time to just fade away completely. |misl9 |zhr.accessories |zarabieksa |adelalmeqren |w.alsharqiah

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